Well hey there bloggers...I know that it has been a while since I was on here but I have been dealing with a lot of crap the past year and a half.  Let's see...my dad cheated on my mom with a girl he dated in high school, my parents got a divorce, I finished freshmen and sophomore year with all A's, I made it onto my high schools first softball team in history, I was asked to join the National Honors Society, I am starting school in 21 days which means I have to start homework on 1 AP class and 4 Honors classes plus look into what college I want to go to not to mention I have so many feelings inside me at the moment that I want to let out so bad that I feel like I am dying inside everyday!! I can't take much anymore and I have no idea what I am going to do about it all because my mom can't afford to take me to a counselor and I can't talk to my sisters because they hate my guts...oh and not to mention it is my birthday and all I got from my sisters today was crap!  All they could do to me was scream and yell at me.  It is now 6:08 and I have yet to enjoy any part of my birthday.

I hope my life changes around soon.

                                                                   ~Tarah~